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luni
(re)invention
from now on, i will try posting daily a list of the things i've accomplished to do :)
this is just another way to keep my life organized, so, dad, you should be proud :P
well , 2/08:
-i finally went to the hairdresser- my hair looks amazing! hope it will last!
- i watched sex and city for the xxx time, great great movie
- i started studying hard for the exams
- i went out for a coffee (no..no starbucks here at the seaside:(( )
- i had a long talk with my parents about my future plans [bleah]
this is just another way to keep my life organized, so, dad, you should be proud :P
well , 2/08:
-i finally went to the hairdresser- my hair looks amazing! hope it will last!
- i watched sex and city for the xxx time, great great movie
- i started studying hard for the exams
- i went out for a coffee (no..no starbucks here at the seaside:(( )
- i had a long talk with my parents about my future plans [bleah]
miercuri
loving you sunday morning
here is a pretty nice song that reminds me of times when i used to believe in "destiny".
luni
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break
time stops now.
taking a break.
a 6 months break.
meanwhile..we..breathe.
p.s. i quit drinking coffee !!! yay!
taking a break.
a 6 months break.
meanwhile..we..breathe.
p.s. i quit drinking coffee !!! yay!
marți
.. and now what?
don't wanna really talk about my yesterday experience, but i am asking myslef and now what?
i'm scared as i can't realise how big is this moment. is THE moment i'm deciding the rest of my life. i'd like to go back in time, last year for example... it was a hard time last july.. but at least i had hope. hope that maybe x thing will happen. now i am only waiting for an email and meanwhile looking for another solution, as i am convinced that my life is not here. not even in europe. i'd like to be in two places, us and australia. donno why australia.. but i am sure that i'll spend one of my vacations there, as i donno if i could spend my life in such a place.(because it is way too far away)..
oh well..i have to update my CV i guess..
i'm scared as i can't realise how big is this moment. is THE moment i'm deciding the rest of my life. i'd like to go back in time, last year for example... it was a hard time last july.. but at least i had hope. hope that maybe x thing will happen. now i am only waiting for an email and meanwhile looking for another solution, as i am convinced that my life is not here. not even in europe. i'd like to be in two places, us and australia. donno why australia.. but i am sure that i'll spend one of my vacations there, as i donno if i could spend my life in such a place.(because it is way too far away)..
oh well..i have to update my CV i guess..
vineri
mornin
i just woke up. yes. it's half past 11. lazzzyyy!!!!
even though i said i'll give up on coffee, i postpone this thought until tuesday, when i'll be finished with my grad paper. i am terrified..the ppt is not ready yet and i'm not sure i'll use it, as i am afraid i'll forget to change the slides or i'll forget what i was supposed to say at x slide. oh well..why me on monday? the schedule of presentations looks exactly like it was made by kids in kidergarden. of course...here are the red cubessss... here are the green cubes.. don't mix them.. so all the students from my coordinators are scheduled on monday from 16 to 17. this will be fun. or not. oh well.. i hope i'll get a high grade, i am sure i won't receive a 10, but i pray for a 9. it would be ok as i am too tired and bored to study more or to prepare smth special for the presentation. i was thinking of showing them the ads from the campaigns but why the hell should i do this.... it takes a lot of time and, as nice as they are, they could ask me about rhetorics, nonverbal language or donno..so.. i have to avoid rhetorics, political history and semiotics. and all the other classes. my presentation should focus on interesting things from my paper, such as the americanization of the political communication field... the key moments from obama's campaign..smth about mccain.and then we can discuss about the communicational patterns borrowed from the americans by the stupid europeans.
i'd like to improvise my speech..really now.. i'm better at improvising something in 5 minutes then learning a speech by heart and trying to remember it as they are looking suspicious at you..
now i'm going to prepare my coffee (it's a whole ritual:P) and then back on reading about theories of political marketing.
even though i said i'll give up on coffee, i postpone this thought until tuesday, when i'll be finished with my grad paper. i am terrified..the ppt is not ready yet and i'm not sure i'll use it, as i am afraid i'll forget to change the slides or i'll forget what i was supposed to say at x slide. oh well..why me on monday? the schedule of presentations looks exactly like it was made by kids in kidergarden. of course...here are the red cubessss... here are the green cubes.. don't mix them.. so all the students from my coordinators are scheduled on monday from 16 to 17. this will be fun. or not. oh well.. i hope i'll get a high grade, i am sure i won't receive a 10, but i pray for a 9. it would be ok as i am too tired and bored to study more or to prepare smth special for the presentation. i was thinking of showing them the ads from the campaigns but why the hell should i do this.... it takes a lot of time and, as nice as they are, they could ask me about rhetorics, nonverbal language or donno..so.. i have to avoid rhetorics, political history and semiotics. and all the other classes. my presentation should focus on interesting things from my paper, such as the americanization of the political communication field... the key moments from obama's campaign..smth about mccain.and then we can discuss about the communicational patterns borrowed from the americans by the stupid europeans.
i'd like to improvise my speech..really now.. i'm better at improvising something in 5 minutes then learning a speech by heart and trying to remember it as they are looking suspicious at you..
now i'm going to prepare my coffee (it's a whole ritual:P) and then back on reading about theories of political marketing.
joi
wait for it
Candy talks to strangers
Thinks her life's in danger
No one gives a damn about her hair
It's lonely down on Track Street
She used to go by Jackie
The cops, they'll steal your dreams and they'll kill your prayers
Take a number where the blood just barely dried
Wait for something better
No one behind you
Watching your shadows
This feeling won't go
Crooked wheels keep turning
Children, are you learning
Acclimatize but don't you lose the plot
A history of blisters
Your brothers and your sisters
Somewhere in the pages we forgot
Take a number Jackie
Where the blood just barely dried
You know I'm on your side
Wait for something better
No one behind you
Watching your shadows
You gotta be stronger than the story
Don't let it blind you
Rivers of shadow
This feeling wont go
And the sky is full of dreams
But you don't know how to fly
I don't have a simple answer
But I know that I could answer
Something better
This feeling won't go
the killers- this is your life
because they always made me cry.
and here is the video. not from bucharest but from a show they had in january in US
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duminică
hmm..not really
it's sunday morning. it's quiet. my neighbours are still sleeping or maybe they went out of town for the weekend because i can't hear their baby screaming haha:))
i'm drinking my coffee while reading about neorealism and other thingiez. i feel old. maybe it's because i am old[er]. oh well..
still checking my e-mail every minute, and paying attention to the sounds of my iphone. oh i just received an email..damn it's another newsletter..
tomorrow i will send HIM / THEM an email. i am scared of a possible answer.."we regret to inform you...".. and if this happens.. oh well..not only i'll be down, but i'll lose every dream, every thought, everything. And of course, as I have no backup plan... i will be master-less if this can be a word. On Thursday I have my oral presentation of my grad paper.. i won't call it an exam.cause it's not an actual exam, but it's more important than one. I am terrified.. :(...
it's weird to hear that.. oh i am going to uk for the master.. i am going to holland.. oh.i will study in france.. while you hope you can say.oh..i will go to US, isn't it cool? well it might be.....
trying to keep my possitive thoughts in chains, because they seem to like better places than my mind.. i guess that i'll find an answer soon..and because..hey..of course they will accept me [:P] we'll celebrate with honeydew melon with ice-cream! [friends know better:P]
now i'll go back to my study..
Larisa
i'm drinking my coffee while reading about neorealism and other thingiez. i feel old. maybe it's because i am old[er]. oh well..
still checking my e-mail every minute, and paying attention to the sounds of my iphone. oh i just received an email..damn it's another newsletter..
tomorrow i will send HIM / THEM an email. i am scared of a possible answer.."we regret to inform you...".. and if this happens.. oh well..not only i'll be down, but i'll lose every dream, every thought, everything. And of course, as I have no backup plan... i will be master-less if this can be a word. On Thursday I have my oral presentation of my grad paper.. i won't call it an exam.cause it's not an actual exam, but it's more important than one. I am terrified.. :(...
it's weird to hear that.. oh i am going to uk for the master.. i am going to holland.. oh.i will study in france.. while you hope you can say.oh..i will go to US, isn't it cool? well it might be.....
trying to keep my possitive thoughts in chains, because they seem to like better places than my mind.. i guess that i'll find an answer soon..and because..hey..of course they will accept me [:P] we'll celebrate with honeydew melon with ice-cream! [friends know better:P]
now i'll go back to my study..
Larisa
marți
on the verge of insanity
sad..almost depressed..even though after 3 crazy days with mom i should be happy..or at least content with my life.. but i'm not.. i realized i have no backup plan in case i'll be rejected ...i am still waiting..refreshing my email every 2 minutes..checking my iphone at every 3 steps and thinking that the letter is late..that stupid postman forgot to bring it..or S. forgot to send me THE email...
oh well...
fck..
sometimes it's better not to know i guess..at least you can keep on dreaming
nite nite,
Larisa
vineri
joi
one more song..
But if you stay
I'll make you a day
Like no day has been
Or will be again
We'll sail on the sun
We'll ride on the rain
And talk to the trees
And worship the wind
miercuri
luni
duminică
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marți
duminică
¡los mejores años de nuestras vidas!
huecco - mirando al cielo
Los mejores años de nuestras vidas
las mejores lunas salvo la mia
tus manos traviesan nunca se olvidan
tu boca impaciente sobre mi piel
siento dentro que se acaban mis dias
el siguiente heroe que yo puedo ser
no quiero leyendas de valentias
ni medallas por cumplir con mi deber
y que hago aqui mirando al cielo
a diez mil kilometros de tus besos
besando banderas abriendo fuego
cabando trincheras y te echo de menos
y que hago aqui mirando al cielo
a diez mil kilometros de tus besos
besando banderas abriendo fuego
cabando trincheras y te echo de menos
jugaste a mi vida entre bombardeos
te echo de menos
y que hago aqui
sin ti
no puedo
los mejores años de nuestras vidas
se los estoy dando no se aque o aquien
me he emboscao en una mision suicida
o esta puede ser la ultima vez
que te hable que te escriba
que te llore que te diga
que daria mi vida por morir a tu lado
y gritarle al viento que fui un mal soldado
que te hable que te escriba
que te llore que te diga
que daria mi vida por morir a tu lado
y gritarle al viento que fui un mal soldado
y que hago aqui mirando al cielo
a diez mil kilometros de tus besos
besando banderas abriendo fuego
cabando trincheras y te echo de menos
y que hago aqui mirando al cielo
a diez mil kilometros de tus besos
besando banderas abriendo fuego
cabando trincheras y te echo de menos
jugaste a mi vida entre bombardeos
te echo de menos
y que hago aqui
sin ti
no puedo
te echo de menos
y que hago aqui
mirando al cielo
lejos extremadamente lejos de tus besos
intentando en mano cazar las estrellas con los dedos
echandote de menos tu carita de melocoton
tu boca tu pelo
mirando al cielo implorando un tiempo muerto
al dueño del universo pa que escuche mis versos
y me mande de regreso directo a la tierra del fuego
a tu cama en llamas con besos de queroseno
y me enveneno aqui sin ti,extraño tu presencia
que es miembro de tu esencia
duele mas tu ausencia
que las balas del infierno
y que hago aqui mirando al cielo
a diez mil kilometros de tus besos
besando banderas abriendo fuego
cabando trincheras y te echo de menos
y que hago aqui mirando al cielo
a diez mil kilometros de tus besos
besando banderas abriendo fuego
cabando trincheras y te echo de menos
y que hago aqui mirando al cielo
a diez mil kilometros de tus besos
besando banderas abriendo fuego
abriendo fuego abriendo fuego
Los mejores años de nuestras vidas
las mejores lunas salvo la mia
tus manos traviesan nunca se olvidan
tu boca impaciente sobre mi piel
siento dentro que se acaban mis dias
el siguiente heroe que yo puedo ser
no quiero leyendas de valentias
ni medallas por cumplir con mi deber
y que hago aqui mirando al cielo
a diez mil kilometros de tus besos
besando banderas abriendo fuego
cabando trincheras y te echo de menos
y que hago aqui mirando al cielo
a diez mil kilometros de tus besos
besando banderas abriendo fuego
cabando trincheras y te echo de menos
jugaste a mi vida entre bombardeos
te echo de menos
y que hago aqui
sin ti
no puedo
los mejores años de nuestras vidas
se los estoy dando no se aque o aquien
me he emboscao en una mision suicida
o esta puede ser la ultima vez
que te hable que te escriba
que te llore que te diga
que daria mi vida por morir a tu lado
y gritarle al viento que fui un mal soldado
que te hable que te escriba
que te llore que te diga
que daria mi vida por morir a tu lado
y gritarle al viento que fui un mal soldado
y que hago aqui mirando al cielo
a diez mil kilometros de tus besos
besando banderas abriendo fuego
cabando trincheras y te echo de menos
y que hago aqui mirando al cielo
a diez mil kilometros de tus besos
besando banderas abriendo fuego
cabando trincheras y te echo de menos
jugaste a mi vida entre bombardeos
te echo de menos
y que hago aqui
sin ti
no puedo
te echo de menos
y que hago aqui
mirando al cielo
lejos extremadamente lejos de tus besos
intentando en mano cazar las estrellas con los dedos
echandote de menos tu carita de melocoton
tu boca tu pelo
mirando al cielo implorando un tiempo muerto
al dueño del universo pa que escuche mis versos
y me mande de regreso directo a la tierra del fuego
a tu cama en llamas con besos de queroseno
y me enveneno aqui sin ti,extraño tu presencia
que es miembro de tu esencia
duele mas tu ausencia
que las balas del infierno
y que hago aqui mirando al cielo
a diez mil kilometros de tus besos
besando banderas abriendo fuego
cabando trincheras y te echo de menos
y que hago aqui mirando al cielo
a diez mil kilometros de tus besos
besando banderas abriendo fuego
cabando trincheras y te echo de menos
y que hago aqui mirando al cielo
a diez mil kilometros de tus besos
besando banderas abriendo fuego
abriendo fuego abriendo fuego
vineri
oh the summer wind... - no unread messages
5.43 pm - us
12.39 am - romania
dreams
hopes
again!
tears of fear
emotions
feelings.
still waiting.
i can hear the seagulls.
refreshhhhh
refreshhhhh
refreshhhh
no unread messages
refresh refresh refresh..
no unread messages.
12.39 am - romania
dreams
hopes
again!
tears of fear
emotions
feelings.
still waiting.
i can hear the seagulls.
refreshhhhh
refreshhhhh
refreshhhh
no unread messages
refresh refresh refresh..
no unread messages.
miercuri
marți
..like the stars above...
i know it. i feel it. i dream about it. and now i wait. it may change everything. because it is everything. everything i've ever wanted. yes, i believe in it. i need to do so.
today's song : romeo and juliet [the killers]
today's song : romeo and juliet [the killers]
sugar sugar sugar sugarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
I am the happiest person in the whole world.
.
.
.
,
?
guess i'm going to bed
adios.
.
.
.
,
?
guess i'm going to bed
adios.
miercuri
in pain.
Being incredibly busy with exams, projects, final thesis or things like this, I kinda forgot about my blog. I really miss writing, expressing my feelings and somehow, feeling kind of relieved after that.
But soon, as in less than 1 month, my nightmare will be over. I know I will miss it. A lot. I loved college..and it really was the best time of my life. I know that next week , I will burst into tears at my last class...well maybe not, but I will sure feel a little regret for leaving such a safe place. Yes, college made me feel safe among other nice experiences. Here I found my sweet and nice friends, I fell inlove and I become a better version of me. College made me act more mature and made me discover life and reality as they are. Sometimes bad, sometimes great. I will stop here because I don't want to get depressed. Not now. I have to finish my exams first:)).
Now I can't do anything, and I have a looot of work, but this wisdom tooth is killing me!! The pain is unbearable and I'm trying not to take so many painkillers...oh well.. I must see a dentist asap! But the problem is that my dentist is in Constanta and I can't leave Bucharest..and I am quite a chicken to go to a strange doctor..I want my doctor, who knows me and my family and likes me and is doing the best work in the world! I like her for being a model to me, and for correcting me everytime i pronounce (by mistake of course ) Vogel with V instead and F..oh well those who know german understand better what i'm talking about..
Smashing Pumpkins - Disarm :D
But soon, as in less than 1 month, my nightmare will be over. I know I will miss it. A lot. I loved college..and it really was the best time of my life. I know that next week , I will burst into tears at my last class...well maybe not, but I will sure feel a little regret for leaving such a safe place. Yes, college made me feel safe among other nice experiences. Here I found my sweet and nice friends, I fell inlove and I become a better version of me. College made me act more mature and made me discover life and reality as they are. Sometimes bad, sometimes great. I will stop here because I don't want to get depressed. Not now. I have to finish my exams first:)).
Now I can't do anything, and I have a looot of work, but this wisdom tooth is killing me!! The pain is unbearable and I'm trying not to take so many painkillers...oh well.. I must see a dentist asap! But the problem is that my dentist is in Constanta and I can't leave Bucharest..and I am quite a chicken to go to a strange doctor..I want my doctor, who knows me and my family and likes me and is doing the best work in the world! I like her for being a model to me, and for correcting me everytime i pronounce (by mistake of course ) Vogel with V instead and F..oh well those who know german understand better what i'm talking about..
Smashing Pumpkins - Disarm :D
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vineri
anyway..whatcha' gonna do 'bout it?
it's my first post from home.
i am updating my iPhone, searching on the internet for a place to live and have to start packing. again!
i have a lot of things to do for school and not only.... have to work for my master app. , some projects are still waiting and have to do some research for my final papers:(
damn..and they say being an adult is fun! everything seemed much more easier when i was 10 :P
i am still thinking of last summer! it was such a great summer..!!! maybe i'll apply for a master in scotland too..hmm..who knows..i'm still undecided..
tom. is V's Day..so here's one of the most beautiful songs i've ever heard. have fun!
i am updating my iPhone, searching on the internet for a place to live and have to start packing. again!
i have a lot of things to do for school and not only.... have to work for my master app. , some projects are still waiting and have to do some research for my final papers:(
damn..and they say being an adult is fun! everything seemed much more easier when i was 10 :P
i am still thinking of last summer! it was such a great summer..!!! maybe i'll apply for a master in scotland too..hmm..who knows..i'm still undecided..
tom. is V's Day..so here's one of the most beautiful songs i've ever heard. have fun!
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my last one
razorlight. wire to wire.
my last post from salamanca. tomorrow leaving for madrid barajas. i'm going home.
i guess i'm happy..
miercuri
marți
duminică
6.47 am - light up my sky
it's not thaaatt early..taking into consideration the fact that i had no sleep this nite..i would say that it's actually late.... haha..
I just wanna be where you are tonight.
I run in the dark looking for some light,
And how will we know if we just don't try,
We won't ever know.
Let me light up the sky,
Light it up for you.
Let me tell you why,
I would die for you..."
i just set up my twitter account..so you can find me there..it looks nice and i finally succeeded in changing the photo and writing a reply..so i think it's everything i need to know about that thingy..
i like 2009..i want it to be great.and i am sooo trying to make it great..but smth is missing...and i'll miss it the most when i'll be back in ro..fuck..i really don't want this to happen..i don't like it there..i really don't like it..i know i have my family..actually my dad is in bahamas right now..but i have mom..and osiris (my perrot :P) and all my friends..but i don't have THAT smth .. neither do i have it in spain..but at least seems much closer...
next week finals....yuck..:-s..anyway..in two weeks..spain will be a memory..and i feel like crying. .. i am so sensitive lately..i think that it's because of my haircolor...hmm...weird.
today..it was nice;)
here..i feel like listening to yellowcard :P ;)
light up my sky...
"..I can't find a wall to pin this to,
They're all coming down since I've found you.I just wanna be where you are tonight.
I run in the dark looking for some light,
And how will we know if we just don't try,
We won't ever know.
Let me light up the sky,
Light it up for you.
Let me tell you why,
I would die for you..."
vineri
you can't break a broken heart
i like her voice.
kate voegele - you can't break a broken heart
also check "no good" ;)
enjoy.
joi
miercuri
angels and airwaves
no sleep this nite.
i did 3 texts and discovered angels and airwaves.
enjoy it. it's really great.
ps. i really miss it.
luni
mad caddies- drinkin for 11
no comment. i just love it.
enjoy.
" I wanna know what you're feeling if you're feeling alone,
I wanna hear if you still care
The last time I remember you was the last time I wasn't scared
When the night starts fadin' and the mornin' arrives,
I wanna still feel you around
Will you creep into my head again and pick me up off the ground?
Once more, tell me what you're fighting for.."
I wanna hear if you still care
The last time I remember you was the last time I wasn't scared
When the night starts fadin' and the mornin' arrives,
I wanna still feel you around
Will you creep into my head again and pick me up off the ground?
Once more, tell me what you're fighting for.."
duminică
4.10 am, insomnia strikes again
ignore the video..it sux..but the song...is incredible..and it actually express what i feel now ..in this moment...when i am trying to study and i can't.. when i am trying to sleep and i can't...
enjoy.
"my diet pill - my ego and i"
joi
happy new year !
I have the feeling that this year is THE YEAR jajaja...
oh well i won't list here all my wishes for 2009 but I will post two photos.
First of the photos is my passion:p and the second is the view from my balcony over salamanca in 2009 . both were taken with my new camera :P
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