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hmm..not really
it's sunday morning. it's quiet. my neighbours are still sleeping or maybe they went out of town for the weekend because i can't hear their baby screaming haha:))
i'm drinking my coffee while reading about neorealism and other thingiez. i feel old. maybe it's because i am old[er]. oh well..
still checking my e-mail every minute, and paying attention to the sounds of my iphone. oh i just received an email..damn it's another newsletter..
tomorrow i will send HIM / THEM an email. i am scared of a possible answer.."we regret to inform you...".. and if this happens.. oh well..not only i'll be down, but i'll lose every dream, every thought, everything. And of course, as I have no backup plan... i will be master-less if this can be a word. On Thursday I have my oral presentation of my grad paper.. i won't call it an exam.cause it's not an actual exam, but it's more important than one. I am terrified.. :(...
it's weird to hear that.. oh i am going to uk for the master.. i am going to holland.. oh.i will study in france.. while you hope you can say.oh..i will go to US, isn't it cool? well it might be.....
trying to keep my possitive thoughts in chains, because they seem to like better places than my mind.. i guess that i'll find an answer soon..and because..hey..of course they will accept me [:P] we'll celebrate with honeydew melon with ice-cream! [friends know better:P]
now i'll go back to my study..
Larisa
i'm drinking my coffee while reading about neorealism and other thingiez. i feel old. maybe it's because i am old[er]. oh well..
still checking my e-mail every minute, and paying attention to the sounds of my iphone. oh i just received an email..damn it's another newsletter..
tomorrow i will send HIM / THEM an email. i am scared of a possible answer.."we regret to inform you...".. and if this happens.. oh well..not only i'll be down, but i'll lose every dream, every thought, everything. And of course, as I have no backup plan... i will be master-less if this can be a word. On Thursday I have my oral presentation of my grad paper.. i won't call it an exam.cause it's not an actual exam, but it's more important than one. I am terrified.. :(...
it's weird to hear that.. oh i am going to uk for the master.. i am going to holland.. oh.i will study in france.. while you hope you can say.oh..i will go to US, isn't it cool? well it might be.....
trying to keep my possitive thoughts in chains, because they seem to like better places than my mind.. i guess that i'll find an answer soon..and because..hey..of course they will accept me [:P] we'll celebrate with honeydew melon with ice-cream! [friends know better:P]
now i'll go back to my study..
Larisa
marți
on the verge of insanity
sad..almost depressed..even though after 3 crazy days with mom i should be happy..or at least content with my life.. but i'm not.. i realized i have no backup plan in case i'll be rejected ...i am still waiting..refreshing my email every 2 minutes..checking my iphone at every 3 steps and thinking that the letter is late..that stupid postman forgot to bring it..or S. forgot to send me THE email...
oh well...
fck..
sometimes it's better not to know i guess..at least you can keep on dreaming
nite nite,
Larisa
vineri
joi
one more song..
But if you stay
I'll make you a day
Like no day has been
Or will be again
We'll sail on the sun
We'll ride on the rain
And talk to the trees
And worship the wind
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